Why?

I know...the good life, as I conceive it, is a happy life. I do not mean that if you are good you will be happy - I mean that if you are happy you will be good. Im trying my best to be happy but people around me..make me unhappy...

It hurts so bad. I don't understand why. Why is it that the one that makes me happy is the one who's breaking my heart? Why is it that the one who can stop my tears from falling is the one who makes me cry? Why is it that the one who makes me strong is the one who's making me vulnerable? And even though how much pain you've caused me, I can't stop loving you. It hurts real bad. For everything I've done to you, you never learned how to love me. I just want to tell you that the pieces of my broken heart will always and forever beat only for you. I will always be here for you even though you will never love me. I will not ask for anything in return. Seeing you happy even though with the others, will be enough for me..............

I will always love you...